within the last two years i’ve been relizing that i maybe bipolar, atleast i think i am. i haven’t been to a doctor about it, but i have all the signs. my life is a total mess, and i’m really getting scared. i’m forty years old now spent most of my life on drugs and alcohol, been sober now for nearly ten years now, now that i’m sober, with somewhat clear mind, i’m seeing that i may be bipolar. and it is really scaring the hell out of me. i cant keep a relationship or a job. losing all my friends, because they don’t understand whats going on they just think i’m an asshole who can be a good man. plus i have a hard time explaining myself. i’ve always had suicidal thoughts but lately its getting close to more than just thoughts. i’ve tried talking to my sister who is bipolar and i just cant get the words out of my mouth. im lost and i just need someone to talk to. if there is someone out there who wouldnt mind helping me out i would be very greatfull
within the last two years i’ve been relizing that i maybe bipolar, atleast i think i am. i haven’t been to a doctor about it, but i have all the signs. my life is a total mess, and i’m really getting scared. i’m forty years old now spent most of my life on drugs and alcohol, been sober now for nearly ten years now, now that i’m sober, with somewhat clear mind, i’m seeing that i may be bipolar. and it is really scaring the hell out of me. i cant keep a relationship or a job. losing all my friends, because they don’t understand whats going on they just think i’m an asshole who can be a good man. plus i have a hard time explaining myself. i’ve always had suicidal thoughts but lately its getting close to more than just thoughts. i’ve tried talking to my sister who is bipolar and i just cant get the words out of my mouth. im lost and i just need someone to talk to. if there is someone out there who wouldnt mind helping me out i would be very greatfull
rambler,
Try calling the number at the top of the site. We try to offer as many bipolar and helpful resources that we can.